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The Church Times Festival of Faith & Literature

On 19 February 2022, Frankie Ward will be speaking at The Church Times Festival of Faith & Literature, an online festival that seeks to encourage a love of literature as it relates to faith, and to create a thoughtful and relaxing space in which to consider works of literature and their religious and moral themes. It’s for anyone who is interested in the big questions of life.

Other speakers alongside Frankie include Sr Teresa White, Mpho Tutu van Furth, Catherine Fox, and Hazel Southam.

For further information, see the festival website.

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Growing Good Toolkit

We are pleased to promote a new resource from The Church Urban Fund called the Growing Good Toolkit – a free six-session course for small church groups that provides reflection on scripture, discussion, prayer, and practical tools for churches who want to connect with and serve the needs of their local community.

The Growing Good Toolkit is based on a three-year research project from Theos and Church Urban Fund that explored the relationship between social action, growth, and discipleship in churches across England. This research identified five common themes shared by churches that are growing faithfulness and fruitfulness:

  • presence,
  • perseverance,
  • hospitality,
  • adaptability,
  • participation.

For more information, download the Toolkit overview flyer, or visit the Growing Good website.

It’s had great feedback from the churches that piloted the resource, and a personal endorsement from Archbishop Stephen Cottrell, and CUF are looking forward to sharing it more widely throughout 2022. There are case studies, short films, and suggestions for discussion and action, and it is all about celebrating what churches are doing, and how they could be more impactful.

The Church Urban Fund are encouraging churches to consider using the Toolkit during Lent 2022 or later in the year.

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With Jesus in the Wilderness

Frances Ward

A sermon preached at St John the Evangelist, Workington, 1 March 2020

Genesis 2.15-17; 3.1-7; Romans 5. 12-19; Matthew 4. 1-11

It’s Lent – the season to reflect on the state of our souls. As we hear of Jesus’ sojourn in the Wilderness, let’s consider our internal life. Is it a wilderness? Are we dry and exhausted inside? What difference does it make to believe in Jesus? To what extent does Jesus bring us to life?  Help us to live and flourish – abundantly?

Something different this morning. I ask you to listen, to use your imagination. Perhaps it was like this.

Jesus was tired. So very tired. He’s been working full on now for days. Talking with folk, explaining to those disciples of his who were – well, let’s say, not always as bright as they might be, not always very quick on the uptake. Word was around, so the sick flocked to him and each time, energy went out of him. He felt that there wasn’t much more to give, to be honest. His soul was parched, dry. Sleep eluded him; always there was the sight of some poor face, or crumpled body, mangled leg or wasted arm. Always more need, more problems to solve. Always something else, someone else who wanted him.

Yes, Jesus was exhausted.

He packed up some bread, a few dried fish and a bottle of wine and set off. He needed to be by himself for a while. To regain perspective. Find himself again.

The wilderness was vast, out there, once he’d left the town. It too was dry, parched – the external environment mirroring his own internal state. After a while he left familiar paths and found himself in unknown territory. He plodded on. And on. Feeling the tiredness of his soul begin to slow his body too.

It was getting towards evening, so he started to look for somewhere to sleep. A sheltered spot, under the overhang of a large rocky outcrop. This would do. He lit a little fire to keep wild beasts away, and to give some warmth as the night came down. It wasn’t long before the stars were out – myriad stars, blazing like pinpricks in the cloth of heaven. He sighed, deeply, and began to pray.

The food wouldn’t last long, and then he’d go without, cleansing his soul from everything – all the desires that cried out within, like his belly. He asked God to be with him. Simply that. God be with me. God be with me.

When sleep came it was profound. Dreamless. A deep sinking into the dark comfort, the everlasting arms of God.

He woke with the dawn, and began to wander. Simply following the Spirit – letting it lead him where it will. He found a scorpion and watched it for a while, marvelling at its stillness. It began to be beautiful as he watched. Slowly he stretched out his hand. It came closer. After an age of simply holding his hand near, the scorpion clambered on and sat there in the warmth of his palm. Then, after five minutes or so, it sprang away and was gone. Jesus smiled.

A little while later he crouched down to gaze at a cactus, covered in bright buds. As he watched, they began to open. Not just that one flower, but all around him; a riot of colour – pinks, orange, reds. The desert seemed to come to life. As if it had been waiting for him.

The bread was long gone. He’d eaten it, moist, soaked in the wine. He’d chewed the fish skins, sucking out the salt. His last meal for a while. Before long hunger pangs began. They came in spasms; his stomach crying out to be filled. But no. Jesus distracted himself by looking for a place to settle for the rest of the day.

That night he did dream. He felt a presence with him – not God, now; but malign, out to get him. He tossed and turned, to shake it off somehow. The vision kept appearing – succulent bread, stained red in wine, such as he yearned for. He woke with a start. The moon and the stars; God’s ordained universe was all around. He knew, in that moment, that he belonged to the world in a way that was so much bigger than his hunger. That he didn’t live for bread alone. There was so much more to life. He found God’s peace, and slept again. 

The next morning he climbed, scrambled up the rocky slope that beckoned him upwards. His sandals were no good, so he left them behind, preferring bare feet; his toes gripping the cracks and crevasses, working like his fingers. It was flat when he reached the top – a platform the size of a yard. He crept to the edge – which was much steeper now, looking down, than it had seemed as he ascended. The impulse was there – the strange impulse – to throw himself down. For who would know? What was his life worth, anyway? It was as if a death wish took him over. If the final outcome of his life was death anyway – and he had a strong sense that it would all end that way – why not? Why not now? Why not simply fling headlong, and soar like an angel? Why not spring up for the stars? Become one with the enormity of the universe? For surely God would hold him – in death, as in life?

What stopped him? Who knows. A still, small voice. No. Your life is not yours to dispose of. It is not for you to decide.

Again, he slept, high on that mountain. The cold blanketed him; the stars stabbed him with their sharp ice.

As the dawn began to reach from the east, he was awake, watching the world come into being, as if for the first time. The far horizons, suffused with peach gold. All so rich, so wondrous. He caught himself saying ‘If I play my cards right, I can have them all eating out of my hand. So powerful; no one could resist me.’ The energy welled up inside him; it was overwhelming. The sense of his own power. Of course, he said, I’ll use it for the good. Of course, I will. But how delicious it will be to see their admiration, their adoration. It would be so good, feel so strong.

The sun rose suddenly; suddenly he was bathed in brightness; his eyes dazzled; his whole body seared with a burning heat. He fell back, exhausted by it; as if the radiance had cut him through, leaving an empty husk. The power gone, he knew only his own emptiness, his own need, dependence, utter need for God. I am nothing without you, he prayed.    

The sun grew hot as he made his way down, finding what shade he could. Hours later, when he reached ground level again, he began to wander at will, looking all around him with eyes that saw, and ears that heard God’s presence in each atom, in each grain of sand.

Wherever he placed his foot, his bare foot, the grass began to grow. Wherever he looked, the birds appeared, and sang for him. Whenever he dug a little, the water filled the hole – clean, lovely water. My sister water, he praised. Behind him trees grew – fig trees, apples, vines in abundance. He blessed the wilderness with his presence and it blossomed into life. He smiled, and the rocks dripped honey. He touched, and the flowers coloured the world. The moss and lichens provided his bed that night, and a wolf came and lay down beside him. As he slept, the sky was filled with angels. He was ready to go home.